Till now

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i'm sorry i fail to do so..

lots of misses.. i miss my beloved grandpa.. )':

yesterday was.. i was up early in the morning just to get prepare to go out with some primary schoolmate. but eventually cancel.

went back to Northbrooks to get our certificate with the usual group. mdm nair just have to keep on shouting. somehow, it spoils our mood. we were planning to got back to our classroom but she stop us too. sadden. eventually, make our way out soon after. it's so packed & hot! my cert is so very ugly!

recieved a message.. friend isn't feeling well & another still sleeping like a pig thus, outing with primary school friends was cancel. *%&#$*^%&@# haha!

headed to town with omella instead. shopping! (: ljs for lunch & back to shopping.

charis join us after her school. continue walking & chit chatting. headed back for yishun at around 7 plus. had a chit-chatting section on the way back. haha! poor charis. 6months with___! lol. -inside joke. :D

homesweethome.

home today & i studied. yea, i studied! haha. suprised, shocked.. amazed. lol. but for 2 and a half hour only. haha! :D

suddenly, i feel there's so much misses for us to miss.. just so much..

labour day tomorrow & it's someone's birthday! ahaha.

Happy 17th Birthday in advance

FONGSHENGYANG!

in case i'm not able to blog in time tomorrow. haha! enjoy being 16 now. haha! okay, lame. enjoy your day tomorrow! :D

grand's house tomorrow-mummy's side! :D been some time since we last went..

misses..

Monday, April 28, 2008

love, the real killer.

eugene send me this. haha! take sometime to read people. (:

Two friends were walking throught the dessert. During some point of the journey,they had an argument & one friend slapped the other in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying a word, he wrote in the sand: Today, my best friend slapped me in the face. They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stucked in the mire & was drowning. But, his friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: Today, my best friend saved my life.
The friend who had slapped & saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand & now, you write on a stone. Why?"
The friend replied "When someone hurt us, we should write it down in the sand where winds of forgiveness can earse it away. But, when someone do something good for us, we must engrave it on the stone where no wind can ever erase it."
Learn to write your hurt in the sand & crave your benefits on stones.
They say" It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to like then, but then an entire lifetime to forget them."

met charis yesterday morning & headed to the salon. !!! haha. i rebonded my fringe while she cut bangs. lol. haha. it just look weird. haha.

& then, over to buddies for lunch. saw mr eillot lee. haha. still as sporty as ever. (:

started connecting to other people's internet connection under some block. haha! cause charis wanted to see her mail. & she recieved something she wish to see. haha! goodluck yea?

over to her house. lots of stupid things done. webcam with eugene too. haha. dinner at her house & then she started her singing practise. haha!

homesweethome.

bad bad night. it's so hot & i can't get to sleep. it's just so hot.. haha. home today. (: i'm gonna have both the shoes done. art is so loved. (:

town tomorrow. (:

felt so bad. cause i'm out like always. studies..

trapped..

Saturday, April 26, 2008

you wouldn't feel the same way..

24th april midnight..
to someone who think he is my brother or whatever shit. so what if i'm cold towards you?! don't come to me only when you're bored and need comfort. don't try to seems as if you know me that well alright. it's my life, i decide. you don't come entering like it's any of your business. you think i'm dumb, i'm not alright. what's with all those thing you say!?, your personalitly!? just a jerk. i don't bother alright. don't keep asking me like it's any of your business cause it's NOT! he spoils my night like shit! f.er.

okay, i'm pissed that very moment. haha!

yesterday, horrible..

bad news after recieving a call. met at my house & listen to all those thing that shouldn't be happening. i know it hurts, i know. the least you expected to cheat, cheats. f.

it's surprising. what's with lying.. alright, shall not mention so much.

trip with jackson & friends to celebrated yang & englee's birthday was missed. cause of some thing..

slacked outside kfc with the usual. chit chatted while waiting for andykang. we called him & said we were bored & ask him to bring us out. so, we went to a pub.

i can't hold liquid but i still played & ended up suffering. lousy shit.. cause some troble for coach & charis. omella, leona & i started getting those lousy feeling. vomited. it suck. getting drunk never helps, it never.

coach drop us at kahtib cc. charis & leona went their way, to sarangoon to meet leona's bf. while omella & i went buddies to meet laopa.

i thought things over & over.. i wanted to contact him but eventually never.. ):

what happen there shall not be reveal. i just hate what happened..

cabbed home. my lens went missing at the cc for don't know why. now, i'll have to be wearing my specs where ever i go. shit.

recieved a message this very morning & i'm glad things are back to normal. hope it never happen again. (:

got out of bed & showered. make my way to the bus stop to meet omella cause she left her wallet with me. after which, packed lunch back home.

brother's friend playing mahjong with cousin too.

noise ass, idiotic person. laugh like.. i just dislike him so much so much soooo very much! haha! okay, be nice..

because of you..

Thursday, April 24, 2008

love you or love you not?

i thought i won't be updating as often but it's really so bored at home. hai.

breakfast with charis early in the morning yesterday. on the way back to, saw little cousin. she's so funny. got herself banged onto some thing & started crying. the moment i asked if she wants sweets, she stopped & answered yes. haha! so bright.

brought sweets for her & went to get our dessert while she went back home. went over to look for mummy before heading home. charis skipped her lecture & went to my house. she played viwawa while i slept. haha. when i woke up, she had already went to school.

fried rice for M & had it delivered. home, showered & went out. fetch charis & to rp. (: met yvonnetangbeeteng! like finally. haha! called her & she went 'he--lloo' like ahlian. haha! i can't find her & she went 'so tall also no use.' LOL.

waited for leona & went out of the school. chitchatted.

to mos burger soon after. milk tea! (: i just so very love it! haha! bomberman is so nice. that's the game i always played in leona's psp. the dj max or whatever it's name is, it's hard la! right yvonne? haha!

saw naqi & went Happy Birthday. haha. soon after, back to yishun. yvonne went home & the 3 of us slack outside kfc. so packed. saw charmaine, that crazy girl. haha!

headed home at around 8:3o. super tired. i just fell asleep watching tv. haha. up, showered & watch tv till 3. (:

up super late today. 1:3o i think? messaged regina & asked about o's chinese paper. gave myself a big scare. haha. i thought in 2days time, it's the paper. drop laughing, felt so dumb & silly. haha. it's 1month2days away!

met regina & like always, late! sorry tay. haha. alex was there too. waited for jackson at ljs. they had lunch & we watched. waffles after that.

slacked at osim & gotten those paint & soon after, homesweethome. (:

out tomorrow! perhaps to town first for present before heading over for steamboat. present is the big problem. ): let's see..

till then.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

you don't know me..

my neighbour house just experienced a blackout & i'm so very happy! haha. i'm evil i know. but blame it on himself. such an ass. i hope it never get repair. hahaha!

how many time must that idiot be slaming his door shut f.ing loud & how many time much that idiot got the wall in the alley got spray "o.$.p.$" & how many times must the police visit us asking where is he & how many v. language did he have coming out of his mouth!? endless! what a total jerk!

okay, i shall be nice. hope it's repaired. crossfinger. haha!

went grand's house in the afternoon. little cousin just got up from her nap. so cute! haha. she was having her donut. haha. the whole of it, yea, whole donut. haha. i wonder how she finish it. haha.

gotten the food mummy asked me to get & back home. had a hard time making my way home cause little cousin wanna follow. haha. i should have let her. hmmm. haha. cause she's my company. (:

back home & got regina's chinese situational writing done. it's hard for me now. just some simple word can kill. haha.

dinner & charis came over to get regina's work. chit-chatted while she ate. haha.

stalk stalk & stalk. haha!

breakfast tomorrow. starbucks cheesecake with iceblended mocha. loved.

EDITED!

cockroach spotted in the room! it's crawling about & trust me, it's f.ing disgusting! had a hard time getting it seriously. it keeps running, sis & i went jumping. lol! broom, our best friend. haha.

ohmy, it's time to get things clean & neat. i really wonder how 'it' gets it way to our room.

& you won't want to..

all, just falsehood.

met jiali yesterday. (: she's in her u! haha. just like old school time except for the colour & it's in not out. haha. long john for our lunch. it's like sooo long since i last ate. haha. it's really nice talking to her. cause, she understands alot of things. she just so ____. (:

charis join us soon after. we both were in the same colour! everyone went " aaaaa.", "wow", "sisters." & eyes went staring-up-&-down us. haha!

wanted to bank in money via the machine but it went out of order. wanted to get cash card, it's either sold out or the 7-11 was close down. can't even book our chalet!

went walking about np for half an hour. finally, 2 more friends found to join regina & me for osim roadshow. haha! (: & regina sounds sick though the phone. better takecare girl! i'll see you soon. (:

back to 2oo plus with charis. bank in our money & wanted to book our chalet. but it's full-weekends. we're so super unlucky. ): only june were available. nevermind, better then none. (:

library! got 2 books & went to get some stuff with charis. taught her how to get "it" done. haha. few years back, taught omella! reminds me of L. ..

homesweethome. dinner!

i just love america's next top model! it's nice. haha. thought i watch it for the second time, it's still so nice. haha!

home today. haha. i somehow just told eugene i will have to be studying when he ask when will we be free for mahjong. haha! no mahjong section till ___. haha. i just did. i'm surprised too. haha! (:

nothing much today. (: tillthen.

i finally realise. such a fool. ha!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

first of all, Happy Belated 17th Birthday Phua Hou Wen! (19thApril)

pass few days had been super tiring!

can't recalled what i did on the 17th. perhaps i was home all day long? haha.

met up with charis then train to amk hub to wait for leona on the 18th. yea, like finally, we met. one week is so super long! haha. caught a movie "run papa run". it's so touching & somehow it reflect a number of people's life. hmmm.. after that, had a hard time deciding where to go for dinner cause it's super crowded. saw danny, kaliong, alvin, miss eng & mrs yen. haha. chit chatted with danny. somehow i felt i was dumb. o level! pepper lunch instead of fish&co. kbox at the eleventh hour. haha. charis went off early. while we stayed till around 2. cabbed back & went to get chicken wings. slept only at 6am cause of the frozen chicken wing. tired! haha.

19th, cabbed down to fetch charis & then omella & to kahtib mrt station to meet leona. trained down to pasir ris. had a hard time finding our way to the pit! haha. really. it's at the very end. it's mr phua hou wen's birthday! it's fun, really. haha.
cake, bbq, girls talk, lots & lots of catching up, drink, cycling, "0,5,10,15,20" & poker. lots of happening! a bad fall leona had, a lousy feeling experienced & crash!
i love talking to the girls so much. they just understand. they're just so important in my life! ntn!
funny yet enjoyable night spent with leona goh! it's really funny. haha. all the things she did when she was drunk was __fill_in_the_blanks__. haha!
cabbed back home the very next morning.

work for osim roadshow with regina tay today. ohmygod! it's scary yet fun. haha. the attire were ohmy! . & we still had to go on stage. but afterall it's fun! haha! right regina? haha.
starbucks with regina with yang. saw jackson, kangwen & xunzhong. waited for charis & to popular. got our stuff & homesweethome. nice day out! (:

meeting jiali tomorrow! :D

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

life just doesn't make sense at times.

won't be updating as often. (:

sort out my thoughts & i'm not gonna be as silly anymore. cause i know it's not gonna be worthly. (: i told myself "don't do this to yourself anymore." & " don't get trap in the past, move on, move on." hmmm, i guess it helps. you love me at that very moment but that very moment won't last forever. i know. crazy; not anymore.

lots of bad happenings the pass few days. good things certainly have a way of falling apart, how sad. but why!? take away all my friends trouble, get them back to how they were before..

eugene house on the 13th. mahjong! &&& i won. (: mos burger for our late lunch. started talking about the primary school life we had. it's so simple & pure. it's all about growing up. so, just got to accept it. back to yishun with charis, charmaine & yeemay. continue slacking with charmaine while the rest went home. some happenings.

charis came over to my house on the 14th. she was complaining about how she miss us. haha. so cute. she went. "walao, i wish can like last time like that hang out with you all." lol. talked about what we always talked about. we're both in the same state when it comes to family. damn.. sis suggested playing mahjong since we 3 had got nothing to do. & so we played for fun. they cheat me. -inside joke. (: dinner! homecooked food, always the nicest. (: spend my night with maths. suprising, i know. ha.

homesweethome on the 15th. math again. with some drawing too. it always feel good drawing on a little down mood. (: tv, tv & tv. i love american's next top model. it's sooo nice. (: accompany charmaine for supper then. talked till it's around 3am. we both quarrelled few months back & ignored each other for about 5/6 months. so much changes after that.. hope you know what you're doing. (:

friends coming over for mahjong, the same group. they're addicted! ha. alright, i'm gonna get going. (:

& i miss NTN tons lots! JIALIIIIIIII! OMELLAAAAA! YAPYAP! XUANNN! LEONAAAAA! PJJJJJJJJ!

..because i know i can.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

never the same.

cry myself off to bed the night before. it hurts like hell. damnit!

charis's house on the 10th at late evening. was going to do something to _ but _ wasn't there. so, we just played viwawa & did her brother work & stuff. help her with her printing & painting of her nails then tv & homesweethome. nothing much happening.

town with yeemay & charmaine on the 11th. waited for the later-then-me tardy queen. make a trip over to her house & help her with her dressing cause she look so much like she was going to attend some wedding dinner. haha. afterwhich, cabbed down to cine to look for ym & some of her friends. shop & shop.. both of them brought & changed. they said it was fun. dots. haha. the mirror lies.. charmaine know what it means. (:

chitchatted with brother the night before. it really breaks our heart to know the fact that someone so dear could also betray. how nice will it be with grandfather still around. he always knows what to do. ):

there's always a reason for everything that's done. so, i believe there's a reason why is it like that. something should be done. but what is it? it's stressful.. don't fall..

home today. mahjong session going on with brother & friends. ohmy.

study!

mahjong tomorrow at eugene house! contact me for information! (:

stop wondering, get going.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

take a step back & look.
things ain't the same anymore, move on.

up early in the morning & made our way to grand's house. did the prayng stuff & went to play with little cousin. still the same, just as cute. haha.

wait till everything was done, breakfast. soon after, went back home while sis & mum went to the market to get some stuff.

had a hard time killing mosquitoes. damnit. keep flying & flying. spend the night before catching but to no avail. instead, got myself bruise on the finger. thus, mum said use 'baygon'. haha. had it spray in every room & left it enclosed. hope it's all killed. so much bites on our body!

soon after, mum got back & did the rest of the cleaning up.

tv,

slept,

tv,

chit-chatted with mummy &

lappy.

dinner at grand's. (:

quit lying.

why love you so much when you ain't even gonna care?
why can't i get you out of my mind?
why do i know ____ yet still love you?

so long yet still the same. why?

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

I don't know why but I always remember you.

nyp with charissoh today. it's super packed & cowded. just don't like it. haha. & the rain make everything worst.

went to get her lappy with her. choose & settle the things needed to be done. & went off. kind of lucky it's out of stock or we'll have to drag the lappy everywhere we go. haha.

fish & co. for lunch & then to rp to look for some friends. got an umbrella cause it was pouring. reached & they was still having lesson thus went sitting at some couch waiting. soon after, met leona. but she went off to meet nicholas soon after cause she had got to rush over.

spend some time finding our way to w4 to look for omella & cousin. owen reached & soon after pj & her friend, susan? waited for them to get their reflection journal done before headed to causeway.

they went for work while we went looking for some stuff at causeway. saw TG at popular. (: went our way after that. continue searching fo charis stuff & finally found.

back to yishun. gotten my puma bag! (: then brought some stud for brother. over to swensen for ice-cream. saw ziqiang with yupei. not much changes & still, always, he's comparing our height. haha!

walked about & homesweethome.

it's the 49th day grandfather pass away tomorrow. got to pray. hmmm..

just like sweet is posion.

Monday, April 07, 2008

a long way ahead.

HAPPY 17TH KOHSIYUAN & NGPEIQI! :D

stayed home for today. rp friends all went for school. sadden. nobody to be out with. ):

was actually suppose to be at lavender with sis now but her friend skip school & so they decided to go together instead. nevermind, just as good, i can save up some money. haha! i have been spending alot. right leona? haha!

kbox/buffet yesterday with omella foo! a very last minute trip. haha. decided to make our way out to town to relax. (: charmaine join us soon after. sang all the way till around 10, got omella a drink & headed back to yishun.

iritating, inconsiderate auntie in the train. spoke so loud about her right infront of her yet she didn't even care. idiot! !

cabbed home with omella while charmaine went her way. (:

ntn chalet. can't wait can't wait. gays's as well soon! (: we promised to meet at least once a week remember? don't forget! :D

Heart-printed hoodie!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

PHOTOS- k box with the girls! (:

o3:08pm

Saturday, April 05, 2008

hi & goodbye.

stayed home today. actually, i was suppose to bring my sister to get her ic done but she stayed over at some friends house & didn't went eventually.

help mum with the laundry & watched dvds. didn't do much stuff today. just relax by day away. ha! i know it's bad..

going out for dinner with our big big family soon. :D so, just a little update for the past few days. (:

2nd of april,
change of plan, went suntec & marina square with some gays's member instead of causeway. they wanted to get something, that explain it.
before going over, met reginatay. suppose to accompany her to give something but eventually it was done so never. met her & she accompany me to make payment for o's stuff. acompany her to find her sis & i went off to find the rest. (:
walked & chit-chatted. it's really fun recalling those past time.. (:
carl's jr. fish & chip shared with omella & then rush window shopping.
homesweethome.

3th of april,
went orchard with leona! (: latelatelate! sorry!
far east, wistma & then cine. it's really fun shopping with her. we actually talked more then we shopped. haha! & she already spend half of her pay that day which make her heartbroken. haha.
carl jr's mushroom burger with onion ring & ice tea. super filling!

4th of april,
went buying shorts & stuff with charis & then headed home for me to change then to my grand's house cause charis wanted to see my cute little cousin. haha! :D
stayed till 3 plus, went to have lunch & cabbed to kahtib to meet the rest. trained down to amk.
went prawning with the gays! (: it's boring at first but ended up super fun. haha! shared a rod with leona. kept talking to her too. (:
then after everything, bbq-ed the prawn. the process, cruel. haha! went amk hub mos burger for dinner. & then homesweethome.

alright, gonna get going. till then. (:

o7:29pm

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

it gets forever..

kbox section yesterday was fun. :D but with 2 lovly girls missing- leona & jiali. ):

we kept dragging and dragging till it's 3 plus 4 before we got to meet. cabbed down with omella, faster. ha. poor meilin was at cine an hour alone before we reached. sorry!

had omelette & then to kbox after charis arrived. & then till around 5 plus, pj arrived. tricked her. we were in room 66 & said 73 instead, which was opposite. dots.

before pj make it to cine, she went amk cause we were planning to go over there for dinner initially cause she was working & she wanted somewhere nearer to yishun. & so she thought we were at amk's kbox. & she called "got 8 floor here meh?" i'm super guilty. i swear it wasn't a prank! sorry!

continue singing & taking photos. ended at around 9.

got my havaianas slim with tuky tuky! :D & another one on the other side soon with weiming. headed over to pastamania for dinner. ate & chit-chatted.

homesweethome. showered & drank the chicken herb soup mummy ask me to drink. then use lappy, watched movie. fantastic4, rise of the silver surfer. it's nice. (: & to bed.

up & awake. going causeway to meet the rest later. to get presents & have dinner. (: they're having their orientation today. school's starting & no more time to get together as much now. ):

ntn chalet! (:

..yet still it's all lies.

o1:o3pm

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

time flies..

up early in the morning for work. last day! like finally. haha. chit chatted with ms tay till late at night before turning in. don't think so much girl! tired.

work today was alright. cause there's brother & cousin. haha! they were so poor thing, got to carry 10 over kg stuff. those box were ohmy, lots. haha.

finish my filing stuff & went to look for both of them. i thought i'll have an hour free to hang around but stupid girl came & ask me go back. idiot! i finish those stuff already & she just try to dig some things out & ask me to do. argh.. nevermind.

after work, cabbed back with brother & cousin. dropped at rp to find omella, leona & ishaq. viwawa with ishaq. his brain so powerful. haha.

trained back. we girls drop at kahtib while ishaq went home. went to meet laopa-kenny! he's late. haha.

we ate while he & leona just drink. chit chatted till 10 plus before going off. like always, kana shoot. haha. stupid laopa. haha! it's so fun talking about the past still. (:

send laopa & leona to kahtib mrt station & we cabbed home. drop omella off & then homesweethome.

home alone. tv! haha. i love the channel u show.

online & this stupid leona goh hui shan prank me! i trust her & she like that! kuku. haha.

so, i started to look for people to prank. but, none. then, leona told me 'charis'. & so, leona, omella & i planned & prank charis! she actually fall for it. haha. we told her we got 'problem', going hougang at this hour- 12.25am to settle problem. she seems soooo worried. & she still messaged me 'remember to message me when you all have settle everything.' she's so cute. miss call her & she called back & we go 'Happy April Fool!' she went ' i don't talk to you all already..' silents.. lol!

& so, now, we're still on the phone crapping. but omella went sleeping. both of them started more & more crap. haha! just so funny.

ntn outing tomorrow! :D they're just so wonderful!

tillthen.